I don’t wanna be saved, I don’t wanna be sober.
So I have depression, I attempted suicide about a month and a half ago. But before that I had these nightmares that woke me up in a dead sweat terrified to go back to sleep. Since the hospital and the psych ward, I can't sleep. I'm on sleeping pills but I still wake up constantly. And just the other day I woke up in a cold sweat and found out that I peed the bed.. I was at my bestfriends house and I was crying so hard that I woke her.. I don't know what to do.. I'm still having the nightmares..
Dreams are connected with your psyche, so I believe that deep inside you have some problem. You should find out what bothers you in your life and try to change it. Find some support and fight, I know you can do it and I know you deserve the best.